Tonight I am in Tahoe. As I drove up Mount Rose Hwy ' I am home' popped into my head. I am still plagued by fears that I am over-reaching my abilities, that I will not be able to find a job here or if I do I won't be able to afford a home. I don't know what to do about those fears or if I will be able to overcome them to choose this place rather than the more practical Colorado. I don't know what I will choose, but for the next two days at least, I know this feels like home.